Suddenly I've gotten back to drawing lately. I have no idea what I want to draw next. I have two drawings that I have to color and post all ready. I just want to keep drawing. I guess this is all the pent up creativity that I have built up inside of me for some time and it finally wanted to come out.

I'm also working on a visual novel (think novel on the computer with pictures). My first one isn't going to be anything that's long. Just a short funny take on what one can do with Ren'y. I wanted to make an easy way for me to remember Ren'y code. I will post a download link to the visual novel when I am done with it. Anyway I found a funny video on visual novels that have become popular. Making fun of the whole guy-has-come-to-school-and-finds-out-it's-a-mating-ground-instead-of-a-place-to-learn. That uninteresting kind of plot that seems to be popular for some reason.

25 Visual Novel Essentials (Part 1)
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25 Visual Novel Essentials Part 2
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Ok. I admit I liked Gakuen Heaven which was almost like a mating ground if the main school hadn't been an all guys school. I guess the whole boy love thing pulled me into watching the anime and also X-PLAY was a major factor in letting me know of the visual novel's existence. Watching the anime also led me to buy manga and start searching for anything that is Gakuen Heaven related. Some how a visual novel/anime/manga centered in a high school is one of my favorite things to watch/read/look at! I guess if the straight high school visual novels had older girls going after a Freshman male and dominating the living day lights out of him with some interesting plot thrown in, I would love it. Actually...that sounds like a good idea...

I'm finally back here after so many months of pure laziness! I have been getting ideas for my drawings lately. Expect a lot of merfolk art though. I just love the sea creatures! Don't worry, I have no Disney's Little Mermaid obsession. Expect original merfolk such as merMANS and mermaids of different races *gasp*. Nothing wrong with Cacucasion merfolk, I just want to see different skin colors for once. I have two African styled mermaids to upload and one Cacuasion one I would like to name "Alice".

Why so many mermaids? Well I've been trying to make a mermaid book for some time (it's been years) and the thought of never seeing my ideas come to life sadden me. One day I realized I am at a college for Game and Simulation and if I wanted to, I could make a game some day. Instead of thinking of what story and game idea I could put into my game, I decided to just make my current mermaid story into a game. I want it to be action rpg and have a story where the choices and relationships matter to the game play. Expect a slightly dark and humorous story. Ther are some things in the story that I'm wondering if people would complain about.

Homosexuality is always something that has been in my stories. I can not for the life of me imagine "Alice" going for a merman unless he can help her out in the political field (she's a princess). The cannon relationship with Alice is with a goddess from another land. The merfolk from my story do not care about gender as long as someone gives birth. If someone has a same gendered lover than they can go for a second partner of the opposite gender. In other words, my merfolk have bisexual relationships! If someone plays their cards right, then Alice will get the goddess and a male mate. Knowing "Alice" the closes she wants to get to the guy is friend relationship but she has to get children someday XD.

Poor Allyson got second place on America's Next Top Model. For once I have felt that one feeling called defeat *sigh*. At least she's happy with second place. I'll look for photos of her if she decides to pursue a model career!

Who's Allyson? Lookie:
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Let's face it. Times are hard. Not even fast food places like Mac Donald's are hiring! It takes selling somebody's soul in order to get a job around here.

My mom can't stand the fact that I am sitting around home and apparently "doing nothing" all the time. So I am being forced into volunteer work. I think I need money and not the good feelings that comes with helping people for nothing.

There is also my uncle's company. If I learn how to do that then I can finally start getting some money.

Anyway...my drawing skills are definitely getting better than they used to be. I would like to go about this commission business that most people up here have done. I just do not know how to go about doing it. I also do not have enough views for people to really start taking interest in my artwork. I guess I would start by advertising my work some way. Maybe through vlogs, blogs, and in forums. It would help to see who is interested and what people think of my artwork.

Found some old scans that I've been meaning to upload lately. I guess I'll be getting back into this website soon then.

Oh Christmas time! How I got a lap top and am happy. I'm also on break from school. Unfortunately I also got a mother who decides to stay as long as my break is. Great...


Anyway... I've been outlining a few of my stories and just might be able to do them in the future some day! I've been really tired of just writing down the story's outline and doing nothing with it! Even worse! I loose the outline in a notebook and have to retrace my memory. I don't feel like having to do that over and over anymore.

I haven't been up here in a while and I know literature doesn't get much attention on this website. So I think that I'm going to have to go to a community somewhere on livejournal in order to post my stuff. Fanfiction.net can kiss my butt! They ruined my writing spirit a long time ago.

I hope I can get back into this website soon.

The stories.
Fanfiction.
Dust is a story with Ike as a vampire hunter who's paid to take out the "villanous" Marth: the leader of a group of vampires. Obviously there's a big misunderstanding. I know this fanfic will just have a bunch of yaoi in it with Marth and Roy and maybe Marth and Ike. Although a fun fanfic (you know, Nintendo fun), the vampires are some what brutal.

(No title). A drakengard fanfic where my OC Mary, a princess with a pact between a green dragon, must cope with herself after being stolen by a dragon who has a hatred against her family. Her pact took away her ability to say anything kind. Her elf friend made a pact with a vampire and can't stay in the sun too long. She likes to sing a lot. The last guy made a pact with a water creature of some sort (still thinking) and lost the ability to be trusted (sucks for him huh?). I'll be following the tradtion of Bible names and using mythology for a lot of things. I love Drakengard! This story takes place a few years after Drakengard 2 so there's lots of references to both games.

Keeping a Secret is still going!

I have to say that I like this a lot more than live journal. I only really go there for the communities.